My ex used to get upset when id have panic attacks after having a nightmare/flashback cause theyd wake him up in the middle of the night and he lies soooo much that I learned when he would lie and I asked him about them and he said it was fine. And then when the same thing happened at the end of our relationship and id just be in the middle of talking and id choke on my air and have them during the day I could see in his face he was so tired of me having them and I felt so bad which made me panic more and it was a horrible cycle.
do you ever have second-hand obsessions
like one of your friends is super obsessed with a thing so whenever you see something about it you’re like “YES THIS THING” but you’re not the one obsessed with it. they are. you know very little about this thing and yet it still excites you because it excites your friend
taking a nap is always so risky like when will I wake up? in thirty minutes? in 3 hours? in 9 years?? no one can be sure
Vee from oitnb is the grandma in the tv show The Fosters and its very hard to sperate my feelings from oitnb for her from The Fosters and I want to scream at them not to trust her.